VeeVian

HAHAHah…this is gona be a bad bad post and i think i might know whos gona get hurt real bad… (russell peters)…ME…haha..ima write about Ms J again..THough i sed i wasnt gona…

Today has been Funny..its been one of those classic moments again..muIHAhaha..Miss J…she had her presentation today and was dressed all formal looking with them slacks..and then as i was standing there i noticed there was a huge hole on the right side of her pants jus beside her pocket!! geezus..shes been walking all around town with that?!!?!? hhaHAha..i cudnt stop luffing.. then i realized at diferent points of view, u can actualy see skin..and if she walks the hole opens n closes at different locations and if you guys get lucky, u get a glimpse of them sexy underpants..muAHhaha…oh my god im so gona get into trouble..but hEy! guess wat i did to save the day!? i was like…no no we must cover it up…so well…veevian saves the daY! i didnt have pins on me..so i had to use…thE STAPLER!! muahahha…stapled it 3 times across…whoa…fantastic..did the job. buT hey..classic..muAHhaha..i stil love you ms. J..Ahahah! please dont kill me..

Vv

Its funny to think back when i first started uni..oh how i dreaded the fact that i had to go thru 4 long years of not wanting to do what im doing..n it was hard the first year, harder the 2nd academicly, even more harder in 3rd year when it came to finances,emotional break challenges and relationship challenges, friendship involvements..and now im in my final year and it jus seems like life is getting more complicated than ever. Dont we just sometimes sit down to think, if only life could be turned back to those simple days where we used to be so happy with a lollipop bought from the school bus or an ice cream from the icecream man..now we are only happy if we get other material stuff. FOr some people gettin a Guess bag, or a Gucci Top or some others getting a supra or stuff..i wished i could do that but being a student and not having alot of money actualy does not help the situation. in my final strives of my student life, I Think im doing quite a good job this year in restricting myself from shopping temptations. So many other priorities to be met first, bills,bills n bills..n of course, food. hehe..

STudies are more interesting BUT i still find it hard to realy get myself interested in the subjects, even tho its like my last year..i just cant wait to get it over n done with. Life now is like a roller coaster, ups n downs n moving too fast.Suffocating.Sometimes, i jus Sit to have a little breather n pray i dont throw up at a foul situation. Geez..however, some people in my life especially Danny has helped me heaps in Tryin to make the best outa the worst things. Jus by thinking positive would keep me away from the depression sink.Many a times i would feel like im fallin in, but Danny helps me keep my head afloat, keepin me sane from doing the unthinkables. its Terrible. I wont wana go thru those things again, i hope i would be strong enuf to go thru these "final" hurdles..YA RIGHT!!! iTS only the beginning !! Gota think positive, so many other people are worse off than me. i should be happy n keep smiling no matter wat happens

guess thas wat lifes all about, challenges. i would be real prouda myself if i cud jus be strong enuf. Wish me luck!

Being beautiful has always been most girls dream..to have a perfect figure and a perfect face. even if they didnt have it, most girls who could afford it would pay for beauty..wheter its from petty things like mani-padis, or facial at the beauty salloon, haircut or dye every 2 months, to things like liposuction, plastic surgery, boob implants, bum implants, geez,,,i don know when it will turn out to be like. "alright girls! the new IN thing now is to get a dick implant!!" and everyone  will have sausages hanging out from their punani’s even tho they look like females.sheesh..so much of media involved. WHy cant we all jus head back to realize that beauty always lies in the eye of the beholder…pFftt..BULLSHIT!! hahah… i truly think that no matter what a person looks like, wheter shes the fattest thing on earth, she could STILL be quite a beautiful person ..if u look on the inside. hey, how many people out there who are beautiful on the outside can TRULY give you a genuine smile and say "thank you" when you give your seat to her? i know i know, most of you are thinkin, hey, even the ugly ones can be bitches too..i KNOW! u know wat? these people are doomed..HAHAH.. i mean cmon>.. u dont even havea decent out look, the best u cud do is to make sure uve gota good heart aye? but well, for those ugly bitches…sigh.. no comments..

Man, theres this REALLY ugly bitch that i know..SHES FAT and shes FOUL…Attitude girl!! and shes like " u know my partner and i.." im like.hang on..ur only like 19. And ur talkin about partners?!!? she goes" YEah…boyfriends are for suckers! and partners are for matured women’ i coughed…pFft! what?! u call urself matured? and she gives u the eye..u know the eye that looks up n down at you and the fake smile when she looks at you but u know she knows that you know shes looking at you and wanting to kill you?!?!?! geezus…terrible..i hate her..and best part..she works with me! ARgGH…im so screwd..UNTIL she gets fired.. hAHhaa.. Trust me..shes really bad and i pity her "partner" ..UNLESS hes the same kind..then they are really match made in heaven..mUHAhaha…

OH wellz..people people people.. so many kinds, so many shapes and sizes..so much attitude, i guess whenever we meet anyone out there, we try to erase all bad things that they carry and try to show good to them instaead, hopefully they will change and be nicer to us..Always try to think positive and change the situation around to PREVENt ourselves from turnin into bIAtChes!

Has anyone noticed that Adelaide is filled with dodgy characters?

Well i sure have over the last 3 years that ihave been here!!! whoA…u wil be surprised how many there are out there!! wellz…lets start with my first encounter of a weirdo..back in the days and i stil remember him..and bet u i still see him around.. Those who have been or are still in adelaide, How many times have u seen this skinny dude with a hat..usually dressed in all black, has long hair and usualy carrying a cigarette while listenin to his head phones and practically SCREAMS "ZA>>>ZA!!! ZA>!!!!" down the mall as he walks realy realy fast!!?!? and HOW many times have u seen him up n down!?!? he basically doesnt do anyting else but to walk up n down doing that..eheh..the only time he stops walking, is when he needs to light up his cigi or change the tap over!! heheeh how weird is that!?!?!

and check out those goths…how many times have u walked past gloria jeans a.k.a GJ or Goth JoinT??!?!? eheheh…. wellz.. im talkin about last year..not sure if its still the Goth Joint now tho…but yeah anyway, everytime i walked past gloria jeans, its ALWAYS got goths sitting around with their Oh-Look-At-Me pose …with their 1meter height red hair spikin upwards, super pierced face, White powdered face with SUPER black eyes, black hair and dressed in their ever fav. color–> BLACK…hmm..sometimes i wonder if i cud b a goth.the first ASIAN goth! haah …cuz tas my fav color toO!but nAh..just a thought! :p hehehe.. n once ina while one of them decide to dress up like van hielsing..with the trench coat and black hat and long hair, with him..will be his galfriend –> snow white..geez..weird couple..doesnt it jus make u reminisce about michael jacksons song (black or white)?!?!

just walking down the street, sometimes u might get approached by weirdos, aboriginals asking for money, cigi, change for a bus ride, and crap…oh wellz..cut the Shit but 2 days back, as i was walkin down gouger street, one man was sitting by the side and called out to us and said "im from NSW and its my first time asking for money, i need money to get back to NSW" and he takes out his ID to prove to us that hes from NSW! and like, my mate was so kind, he hands out AUD20 for him, and say s" good luck". After that, the man (din get his name) got up n shook my mates hand and changes the topic and talks about footy!?!?! i mean..duh..what has that gota do with anything?! and brags about how he likes footy and hates the crows?! huh!?!?

And if u stay long enuf in gouger street. .i think you’ll meet this guy ..think his name is Sam? he comes up to you..and greets you with a BIG HELLO!!!! and say u look nice today..and then asks you for money!? one day my mate caught this man on the road, and becuz this friend of mine works heaps n got heaps of cash, (i personaly wont do this), he gave the man  AUD50!! the man took the money from the hand quickly and tried to put it in his pocket..without realizing his pocket had a hole in it, and down came all his things from his pocket..guess what!? HES GOT aud300 at least in his pocket!! sucked in!!! ehehe

And not forgetting this aboriginal man on Hindley street, that walks up n down hindley and rundle mall in his jocks? or sometimes bicycle shorts?!?! thinkin he’s the sexiest man on the street…sometimes if u get lucky, he might wear them red :p HAHAH… but like, one night i caught him wearing his boxers and doing the hulla hoop dance infront of BASEMENT night club, on a SATURDAY night..MUAHAHHA..how funny is that?!?!?! he got heaps and heaps of ugly disgusted stares but heY, he was DEFINATELY on top of the world cuz hes finaly got some attention! ahha..

Today, i was sitting down having a coffee with my mate just catching up, and up came along this guy asking for a cigarette. so i thought it was those guys that wud jus take the cigi and leave..but NO…he hanged around..not for 1 second tho..he started talking about himself, wanting to be a chef..and he looks at me, n says " u know? i wanted to be a chef, and did you know that if you had 2 pieces of chicken, add sweet chili…that could be a dish!!!" and he was so proud of himeslf…started talkin about how he wanted to get rich so he could get all the girls he wanted and get back to his sex life..and he was musician..and how he was sent to GLENSIDE (mental institutioN) hAHhaha..i was like wondering..What in the world is he doing walkin down rundle street if he was meant to be in glenside?!?! hahHAhah..heaps funny.. and finaly ..he looks at my mates glass of sprite and goes.." you should add some whisky in it" and winks at him!?!? geez..weirdos… wee hoo??!?!?!?!

At the traffic lights one day, this guy stood behind me..all dressed up in shirt and tie..looking professional..and all of a sudden, i feel this brush against my shoulder and i look, he was lookin and smiling at me, and he said.. " hey, do you have any spare change for me to catch the bus home?" at that point i realy cudnt tell if it was a pick up line or just lame old excuse to get some free cash from someone. so i took out a 20c piece and gave it to him even tho i had more. haha..how mean./but hey..hes all dressed up in that outfit and i stil had my school bag with me!! ehheh..so what the heck..if it was a pick up line..it was DAMN CHEAP! hehe..

oh wellz..too many weirdos on the loose, i really wonder why!?

WATCH YOUR BACK>..u don know whos coming up behind yOU! :p

VeeV

Life is such an unpredictable phase in life. ever wondered why we have to go thru all these complicated-ness in life? eventually, we are going to die anyway, so why make it so complicated? jus have fun and stay happy..but obviuosly it isnt the case..

things between my friends have been going from bad to worse, i practically dont hear from some, and worse of all, we are going to be seperated in the next half a year due to different rotations in placemnts..oh wellz.. its really so sad to know thta some people are actualy jus people that pass by ur life, but if we get lucky, only  a handful are our true friends. Despite me tryin to brush the feeling away, i know that there are people there that always try to take advantage and try to make it seem like im the "bad" one, but u know wat? if u think so, i have much more important things in life than to be bothered to be the evil one. THings are not easy for me as it is, i think people should stop stabbiing me over and over again, enough is enough. im jus so sick and tired.

on the up side, got some jobs at the moment and tryin to keep it going with whatever money i have left, saving up for my bills and etc.. i have all the temptations to go out shopping wich i already did, but well, its time to put an end to that too , if not ill be broke agaiN! ahahha…

n im really happy to know that im not alone in this world, although things may seem TERRIBLE at times, but jus thinkin about these few important people will make it all better. THANK you to all the poeple out there that has been always there for me, thankx jas, thankx karin, thankx justin,  and everyone else ( u know who u are).. love you guys.. (hugs n kisses)

i hope things will be less complicateed in the future, as i thnk life would be sucha waste if it were wasted on these unnecessary heart aches.

Honey aka Vee Vian

what more can i ask for, than having a great day…

well…starts off with me waking up late ..after 10 hours of sleep.. ( im usually sleep deprived, even in the holidays) and i see the SUN! man..tats the best feeling to have in the morning..then i head to eat my breakfast and had a look at my survivin fishies..and discovered one of them dead..SIgh…but well..its Great still to see the fishes jus swimming blisfully and not a worry in the world..

WENt to uni and did some stuf, and went to the oyster bar and had lunch…fooh..everyone would dream for this..FREE OYSTERS.. hahah..man they were awesome! and sittin down readin my notes fer exams…went to jas’s place and sat down in a table n got motivations to study…(hadnt had that feeling in along time) and jus company from my best friend. she brought out snickers and we share halves  WHOOAAA.. n more food! she brought out smiths chips..man..snacking and studyin…good combinations..thinkin of the times when i might be deprived of snacks at home..sigh..i appreciate this life

now ive finished my sylabus and i shall go out to have some fun! :0 ahahah…and will finish my sylabuiss again tmorow :p hahah..GREAT DAY indeed to have company from my best pal study with me on these days of furyness for soccer in conjunction with exams. thanks jas *shes sitting here on the bed while im typing my blog* hhahaha….ps: lets go play pool after this

luv,

Vv

THese are the ultimate words that someone could put in a dictionary:

Biscuit pudding = buskit pidding

suffocated +sophisticated = suphosticated

positive thinking + optimistic = postimistic

blog said to fast….= BOG

and SO MUCH mORE i cant think of… :p

THe ultimate story i heard from an annonymous sources told me that she was very proud of what she did one night. She washed her underwear and in HOT water and decided to hang it out to dry in her back yard. IN winter, as you might know, gets very cold and when she hanged the underwear out, she was SO impressed by the fact that her underwear was actualy " SUPER SMOKin underwear!" LOL (vapor)….whos up for auction of this SUPER SMOKin’ underwear? 3 ringgit! hahaha…what? 5 ringgit! 1,2,3…SOLD! hahahah…Great job J i salute you.

Vv

been a long while since ive written in my blog space but yeah, since the last one? alots been happenin around. Lets start with the Ups..the ups..daddy came to visit me about a monthago with mr.michael (jasmiines dad) and they hada great time with their daughters ( me n jas). it was a rather bad time fer them to come visit us becuz we had tests n everyting goin on but as u wudve guessed from my pictures, i was like " Fark it..daddys here. gona spend time with him! " haha…so yeah…it was great had alot of quality time with him n cant wait to go back to malaysia…speakin of whichi will be headin back on the 1st of july, returnin after 1 year of not seeing my home KL :)bet alots changed too. Cant wait fer the times with my family, mamaks, beaches and food in penang..more food , clubs, drinks.SHOPPING…and everyting else

Downs, Heaps. First n foremost, its Exam periods again.i guess these times willl be neverending for us as students URGH. im TRYIN really hard to prepare for my exams becuz i jus wana get it over n done with ( without failing) and go back home to see my family..really cant wait and i havent started on my last paper and frantically tryin to finish my syllabus for my first paper..Double URGh second down side i experienced recently, my close friend *C told me that she was dating my ex boyfriend Peter. HAHa..alot ofpeople wudve gone like:" WTF?!?!" but yeah tat was my first reaction too. HOW COULD SHe? like the biggest betrayal. She was the one who kept the chapter open and said i shud go back to him  nYAda yADA YADA( which is history now) and she was the one i turned to whenever me n peter had problems. buT wellz, i guess the story is finished n i jus let it go..me n peter had heaps of differences and i ges this was the best way things shud turn out to be. i don know. i swore i wasnt gona speak to *C for th erest of my life but u know wat? i did the most astonishing thing i cud hav thought of. i texted her and called her the next day to tell her that i didnt have nayting against her  being with my ex. WOW. i shocked my self. Reason i did that? well, SHes been a great friend and i didn wana lose it. #2, i know the feelin awkwardness when u walk pass ur friend and u jus cant speak to them. so i didnt wana have her feelin that way and decided to jus let it go and remained as friends with her, though im stil not talkin to peter. Urgh. who knows, maybe one day ill b ok. and i told myslf, ok..its time to get a steady man fermyself…who knows, il jus marry a rich man and be over n done with , livin my life of daily manicure, pedicure and cash pampering :Phahahha…Who knows?

antoher down side was tat recently ive been diagnosed with some infection and was the most seriuos illness tat i had in my entire life and was devastated by the news. NONO im not goin to die yet but still. this has definately given me to a new insight in life. LIFE IS SHORT and well , cant dwell in things which make me unhappy aye? Stress from exams are potent enuf to kill, but well, i guess its how we handle it.

JAs and I are great, shes been a FANTASTIC best friend, just her being around whnever i was down n in need of help. i can NEVER thank her enough, tho i know i will make it up to her when she needs me. She never failed to be around, never failed to give support..and never failed to jus talk to me whne i was bored from studying..she’d put aside her priorities and jus turn to me which i look up so much to her for it. THank you jasmine..HUGS.. We have grown in our friendship..and SO WHAT if they say they were best friends for 10 years? we had our friendship for like 3 years and we’ve been thru SO MUCh, i think much more than people who spent 10 years of jus chillin out together and gossipin about the rest. Jas and I has a very special friendship which WE pulled thru so many hard times together which coudve easily brought us apart. I m very proud of the way we both have grown n look forward to more great days ahead with her..

thinkin positive, i know things will turn out the way it shud be. even if i fail in exams, theres always goin to be a way out. so what if i fail, maybe  i wasnt meant to be a pharmacist. maybe i was meant to be jus a performer or thingsl ike tat..or a housewife.. id be a pretty sucky housewife tho hahah..

besides all these, lifes been prety monotonous, without work and jus buryin my facei n my books…Urgh tryin to remember all the things tat i m reading is jus SO hard. i thnk im sufferin from memory lost..URGH hopE nOT!

Exams wil come n go, just cant wait for it to finish. soon ill be in 4th year and soon ill be out as a trainee and earnin my bucks! ( jus provided that i pass all my exams) hehehe…

wish me luck

Write soon

Vv aka Honey

I feel so broke, tas why i feel really poor..i feel really poor too when i thnk about my friends as in i don know who are goin to REALLY be around when things go wrong. I m tryin so hard to pull everytin together yet everytime i try, things crush down. i don t want to have a day after i graduate and look back thinkin.." hey! i shudve said hi to this person..why didnt i spend more time with her!?" or " i should have told you how much you mean to me and helpd me thru" or catch up with cofee some day? these are the lil things which might make a difference in life. HOwever, in the REAL world. . people are WAY Too busy with life  in everyting  tat we do or wil be doing. Priorities are set in their own way in each individual which might change their whole life…sad but true..

Rich,..i feel rich ciz i can finally be proud to say tat i have indeed achieved someting in life. independance.. well not entirely but almost there. For once, i can be proud to say tat with my own hard earn money, with every trickle of my sweat and blood (is true!!)i am able to afford myself a car for me to drive around..its nothin fancy but REALLY , it means more than jus drivin around but more a reflection of my achievement and discipline. FOr alll the nights that ive worked my arse off when all the people drank their brains away, and all the times i faced my bosses and put up with em, all the nights i put up a happy face even tho i cant keep my eyes open, its all paid off im very very proud of myself. and with this,i feel rich whenever i need to go to flinders, whenever i need to travel osme place far..i don have to hesitate in finding the bus to go there or any of that sort im very very happy wait til i get my first toyota supra or maybe my BMW Z4 hahaha…

My God…Livin in Adelaide is SO MUCH FUN!!! hahah..NOT>.i mean like, these people must be the bored-est people in the whole entire world..i mean..i don know they find humor in the weirdest way.

well..lets take fer example i went to uni today to use the computer in the labs fer our pharmacology stuff..and we had to look thru some computer programs that basicalyl guides us thru the important bits about lecture and things like that…so yeah we were doin this nervous system Shit..and there was one part that told us about the parasympathetic nervous system and its individual human target organs that it innervated. So ANYWAY< under the male genital area, it said "male ejaculation" and underneath that was a lil icon that said "SHOW ME" usually, when these icons show up, they will expect us to click on it and an animation wil show up. SO i automatically clicked on this "SHOW ME" button underneath the male genital organ area and a HUGE RED AND YELLOW pop up appeared with a HUge "PERVERT" written across iT!! MY GOD! i was SHOCKED!! then only to realize what i clicked on!! muahahah…imagine them showin a guy wankin off and then showed how the nerves conncted to help him ejaculate!! Muahahahhaha….luFfed my arse off!!!

And like tonight while wlakin home from oyster bar…i tell u i heard the worst thing evER! i was walkin past the fringe area (the adelaide festival) area and they had this comedian and he was with a young boy..say about 6-7 years of age. and he was tellin all the audiences around "everyonE! i have here..JAmes! give a round of applaus for him!! " *everyone claps* and like he said " now James, i need you to do someting really really important..at the count of 3, you need to take off all your clothes! and michael jackson will be watchingn you live on TV" and like everyone was laughing at the joke or at him, doesnt mater but the fact that they were laughin.!!! i mean how terrible is that! can you imagine whats going thru the poor guys mind!? if i were him i would have whacked the stupid comedians brains out…or ran fer my life..!!! i didnt bother stayin on to watch wat happened to the poor kid. Sigh! Adelaidians!!!